EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED !!! (part 2)

Few days after i got my results, lots of people think tat i will be very happy, but it turn out just ok for me. How could it be? I should be very happy. Comes to think of it, i finally able to understand why it turn out like tat.

Situation 1: If one person aiming for 1st class and he has no clue at all whether he will get it or not and end up getting it, he will be very very happy.

Situation 2: If one person everytime get top in class and everyone has assumed he will be top everytime, he will be having lots of pressure and if he get it, he wont be happy but instead he will be feeling relieved.

I think i'm in half of each situation 1 and 2. Obviously i'm not those person who always get top results in situation 2 and actually i quite right to be in situation 1. But, after i get called for interview, it actually does hint me of tat chances of getting 1st class. Moreover, after knowing i get called from kbu for interview, all my college frens have assumed i will be getting 1st class for sure, keep saying 1st class here 1st class there. Tat time i actually know how those top fella like kean hon feels edi, i was like thinking, if i dun get 1st class then my face dunno gonna hide where edi. So since tat time i more towards to situation 2, which after i know my results, its no more very happy; instead, is kinda like relieved!!

Comes to think of it, as i said in previous post, other than few of kbu frens tat close to me, who will expect me to get 1st class? I think other classmate of me which not really know me will be surprise also. Why i say so? Normally there are few types of people around, some people very good in studies yet very good in sports, some very good in studies but not tat good in sports, some very good in sports but then not tat good in studies, and some of them is kinda okok in both, not very good, just ordinary. I'm those kind of person, if more accurately, in primary school and even starting of secondary school, i'm not okok situation in both sports and studies but quite bad in both. After form 4, i started to play basketball and start to study and tat time only can say i was like okok in both sports and studies. I'm always a shadows of my frens, maybe all my frens also kinda smart person. Actually SPM can be said that it's my 1st "abit standout" achievement. After SPM, i kinda chasing up in sports, which feel like i need to improve my basketball; BUT, i end up injured badly, real badly!! I injured the ligament of my left knee and till now, after 1 and half year, it's still not recovered yet and i expect it wont be fully recover forever, i just hope at least i can play basketball once in a week then i satisfy edi. Seeing everyone keep improving in basketball, especially those ex-students, before injured i still manage to won them, but now, i kinda like become shadows of theirs edi. Sigh, at least now i did some achievement in my studies.

I'm writing all these is coz of people keep asking me why i'm not very happy about it? why i can be high profile abit? why i'm say no one will expect me to get 1st class.... coz my college frens tot i'm those kind of person who always getting good results, need to let them know i'm not! hahaha!! Btw, really need to thx all my college frens who really help me alot, no matter in studies or in college life, without u all i wont be getting this!! THX!!