Today is the day tat my final year results will be out. Yesterday kinda nervous, i'm able to sleep but dreams alot!!! I still remember i dream till i get very good results, damn happy but after i found out it was just a dream. When i went to check my results, it's nth more than just few papers paste on the notice board, with hundreds student id with the classes of the person get, each line for each person, and the purpose of us wasting 3 years to study is nth more than just to make that line look nicer.
It doesnt take me very long to find my student id, i found my student id, 5667 in 5th line with 1st class honors attached to it, it wont be anything nicer than tat edi. It's just wat i want, tat line that i challenge myself for the pass 3 years in order to achieve it. It doesnt really matter how well or how bad my future gonna be, this is a target set by me to achieve and i did manage to achieve it.
I still remember in foundation, tat time never think tat much, since it's just foundation, still got very long time only till end of the degree. In year 1, after i get my results, to me 1st class is impossible for me, a target that been very far away from me. In 2nd year, after i get my results, i actually get 7th in class with average 77.++%, tat time i really aim myself for 1st class in final year. Till final year, after final year project, i lost my confident, coz my final year project really cacat, even supervisors also felt disappointed (tat's wat me and my partner thinks). Till finish my exam, i think i did quite well in final exam, plus all the assignments in final year i also did quite ok, tat time i actually think i might able to continue aiming for 1st class. Until i get called for interview with NTU people, even though the interview end up cancelled, eventually i know my dream of 1st class is not far away. And today i manage to verify it, 100% confirm that i really get 1st class!!!
I think other than my frens in kbu, none of my frens will ever expect me to get 1st class, not my frens, not my family and not my students... NONE OF THEM WILL!! Somemore pass few weeks i heard one of my ex-student say this to me, "see ur face like tat sure wont gonna do much good in studies wan la..." Tat time i say nth, just smile at him, keep low profile; today, if i see him next time, i will tell him proudly, "my results ah... okok only la... 1st class only lo.." lolz!!!
This is really the 1st time in my life i can be so proud of my student id, 5667 with the 1st class honors attached to it!!!
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