PC2 Camping 2008

Just back from the camping, this blog actually is not quite about writing wat happen during the camp, is more towards to write my feeling towards the camp. As i mentioned in my blog, i'm those kind of ppl who will be feeling sad, really sad after going for some vacation with frens, really will miss the good times during the trip. Among all, camp is the wan tat really will make me really miss it, coz camp is unlike trip, camp u play together, work together, suffer together, have fun, helping each other with the campers. Every year after camping i will eventually moody, feeling depression few at least few days. The feeling is like, other than missing the good times we have spent together, another thing is, every year i will get to know alot of people or getting close with alot of ppl after the camp, but coz i will be not going back to pc2 tat often anymore after i start my work, which after 3 days of good time, we might just lose contact with them, which i really, really sad about it. For this year, for the 1st day of the camp, i eventually think tat i wont be having tat feeling coz i tot i wont be really get to know some really cool dudes after i actually know them for 5 years edi, coz when i 1st start to teach there tat time, they only std 2 kids, now edi std 6!! Back to the camp, 2nd day kinda surprise i actually did get to know some cool dudes, real cool type, somehow i tot i never seen them b4 tat, maybe they just transfer in this year or coz i hardly teach tat class. We really having some wonderful camp fire on 2nd night, who cares about only slept for less than 2 and half hour for 2 days, 1st night slept for 2 hours and 2nd night slept for only half an hour, somehow 2nd day go play bsb morning, then tele-match, camp fire at night and i actually not really sleepy, coz i know i'm having fun, too much fun tat i know i'm in deep trouble after the camp, and end up, yes i'm in deep trouble, really miss it!! I'm gonna miss them alot!! T.T Although i'm having bruises and scratch all over my knee and albow, the most hurting part is still the missing feeling, really miss it!!

2ml i will go sign contract for my job, somehow i actually did not feel happy about and eventually i felt kinda sad right now, coz i know after i start working, i wont be going back there so often, the place where i really enjoy it very much, the only place i will get to show the natural, happy side of me, the place i will get to find my hapiness, the place i treat it as my 2nd house, where my current house actually i just stay there but without any happiness, just a soulless life.