Next Trip --- Saudi Arabia

Sorry aaron my next topic is not "HERE COMES SAUDI ARABIA" coz i'm still here in malaysia. Everything seems weird, from the day i back from indonesia, i started to settle down in malaysia and tot i will stay at malaysia at least for quite sometimes but surprisingly, in less than 1 week time my boss actually told me tat my next trip going to saudi arabia! Now still waiting for saudi arabia there to process my letter and i should be receive tat letter soon and then will start doing my visa. Once it done, i will be gone again for few months time!

I felt like after i went to indonesia for few months, i'm actually not tat close with my frens already, not tat close as in, we are not hanging out everyday, chat with each other everyday and siao siao all the time. As for it, i wonder after i back from saudi arabia wat will happen.. Ya i know when they 1st know i back they will like, "oh u come back already! how was there? asking me all the experience there..." but i just felt like everything has changed, maybe i'm being used to not around, overseas.. haihz i dunno wat i talking about! OK tat's end of those emo kinda thing, i tried to hide my emo-ness or get rid of it coz i know it's annoying to others. I see when people get emo when outing it spoilt everyone's mood, like wat i did everytime.. of course i know but sometimes i just cant force myself to smile or talk when i'm not in mood... lolz! And when i see people post lots of emo thing in their blog or msn status just like me, when once awhile still acceptable, but if everytime like tat (included me of course) somehow i feel like it's trying to get attention from others, i actually feel annoyed when i see tat. Of course i wont stop emo-ing, wait, is not tat i wont stop it, it just it's part of me already, i will just tried to hide it and keep it to myself.

Now change the scene to last sunday, thx for yee tyan, yee wen, huey sing, aun theng, hui ping, chee khoon and pn chen for celebrating my birthday earlier. Thx for the dinner, cake and of course the present. Thx a lot! appreciate it~ Also thx again to yee tyan, yee wen, hui ping and huey sing for having the yumcha session, without the dinner and the yumcha session probably i will be having emo for monday blues at home (as wat chee khoon keep saying about tat day) and it turn out my mood started to get better and quite enjoy it as well. thx guys~~ oops, tis time should say -- thx girls~~ hahaha~~

i actually know him since std 1.... omg is like... 17 years already!!!

thx girls~~ haha sorry ck... lol